I'm Still Here
I'm still here. Let me say that again: I... Am... Still...Here. It seems like an eternity since I've decided to do this. Over two years to be exact. In those two years, I've faced some devastating losses, realized just how amazing some of the relationships in my life are, continued this fight with anxiety and depression, but most importantly; I've survived. One of the reasons that I think I have not shared parts of my life with you all for so long is because I have been frozen in fear. Fear that my sharing my life and the struggles that I have is exposing pieces of myself left me open for rejection, ridicule, and resentment. I was (and still am) scared of being this vulnerable but I've come to the point right now that I know that God has given me these tests so that I can share my testimony. I know it sounds cliche but it's true. I'm not alone in my struggles and I NEED for anyone reading this who may also struggle to know that you are not alone either.